ERROR MSGAugust 25, 2001 + Saturday + 5:19 pm

ERROR MSGI was just sitting around thinking about my own materialism when it comes to something like clothing and I think to myself: I need more shoes. I don't really buy shoes but I've noticed I've bought quite a few pairs this year alone. I don't care if they're on sale or not. If I like something, I'll get it. This results in a lot of impulse buying. Still have that deficiency in self control, yep!

I spend $$ as if I can just shit it out.

grrr,

but back to the shoes. I need another pair of chuck taylors. I used to wear my b&w ones religiously for plenty of years because they were my favorite shoes ever [the most comfy]. I can't decide if I still want the deep pink ones [that I craved two years ago but STILL never got!] or the same b&w ones that I used to have...

PS, anyone else out there besides me also think that Jane Lane's brother, Trent [on mtv's Daria animation] is a hottie?

3:33 pm I wasn't an insomniac last night, thank goodness.

Oh yeah, I made a new splash page and took out that uglyass counter. Ever since thecounter.com got all greedy with their once-cool-services, I stopped giving a damn about generating a lot of hits per day/week/hour/etc.

It's all good.

August 24, 2001 + Friday + 9:11 am

Still awake, still angry because I can't fall asleep [2.8 hours definitely NOT ENOUGH dammit] and I suppose popping in the Kelly Chen BPM Dance MixesERROR MSG cd at this early hour doesn't help either---because that's exactly what I did.

8:00 am I really do not know what to do with this yucky layout. Big font or tiny font?

ERROR MSGOh yeah, good morning--since it's so early for me to be awake. I'm suffering from insomnia because I'm currently having a shitty semaine after some certain events that had passed. Even folding little origami stuff doesn't make me feel better. It's a nightmare that I wish I can wake up from.

ERROR MSGkristin sell-out confession #1//Ironically, as much as I despise cell phones and the sad pathetic fact that I rely on mine 24/7, my phone is "typically asian-ish" meaning it's a nokia 8_9_, with the beady cutsey strap, electric-y blue backlighting and sticker picture of my sis and I on it. It's about the equivalent to souped up rice rocket--which is also something I hate. With all that said, I still have qualms about dialing and receiving calls in public view. Holy smokes, I can't believe I just said all that for you guys to see! [hides]

You can all go ahead and make fun :Þ

But I'm giving that phone to my mom soon, blue lighting and all. Heh. I don't want that one anymore.

ERROR MSGIn other stories, there are some things you just have no control over like:

1. getting your hopes up

2. accidents

3. feelings

ERROR MSG4. time [i'd totally re-do kayoobi]

5. my sleeplessness

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck!

crazy.